Here Is The Story:
This guy has harassed my twitter and email foolishly accusing me of being racist saying that im a liar and all kinds of stupid shit. I forget the original question he even asked me that started him up with the fuckery. I would love to just post the emails but it seems he erased them somehow bcuz now I cant find them anywhere in my emails. (weird)
Anyway, he was questioning how or why do I fuck white guys on cam if i dont prefer white guys in my personal life.. and i replied becuz work is work and its JUST sex. It dosent matter if i personally like the guy or not.. its a job. Everything I said was taken out of context to the extreme. Lol.. for example: I said "white guys cant handle me".. in this I meant in a real relationship, not sex. Then he boasted back, "how can u say whiteboys cant handle you but ull fuck them on cam" and he also took my statement as meaning that I was turned off by white men, so how could I sleep with them if this was true..
Ummmm HELLO!! I never said that I was turned off by any race, bcuz im not. In fact i have found myself sexually attracted to almost all races, shapes and sizes (and sexes :). But i have not DATED a lot of white guys. In fact ive dated only a 1 or 2 white guys, 1 spanish guy and all the other guys ive dated (for the last 9 years) have been black. So I dont think I can be called a liar OR racist on any level by saying that i love black guys. (i find myself attracted to them most and where im from its not out of the ordinary). And again, this does NOT mean that i am disgusted OR turned off by white guys or any other race for that matter.
And so when it comes to shooting porn, be my talent black, white, spanish, asian or whatever.. Yes, it is just sex!! I know how to distinguish the difference between sex and making love with someone I am with or have feelings for and sex with someone for work purposes. Trust me.. BIG difference!!
And by this he says to me that I am just a hoe then bcuz it is just sex and that is what a hoe would say.. LMMFAO.. as if any pornstar really wants "to be with" or is in love with the male talent they shoot with. (unless it happens to really be their boyfriend or husband). Although there is sometimes great chemistry between 2 talents that have no type of personal life together, it is far from being in love with them. And is this case, i said, it is JUST sex.
I think my point is more than valid so I can only hope that he will leave me alone!! I hope that he can and will stop taking porn so personal or if he cant.. ATLEAST find something else to be a "FANater" of!! Cuz the things he has said to me are more than hurtful and could really cause pain to a woman with a weak heart, which I am not. But I can only imagine all the other girls in porn he has harassed and said such horrible things to. SMH.
So again, to @hewentthere (i knw ur reading this).. This statement is dedicated to you!!
It takes a real storm in the average person's life to make him realize how much worrying he has done over the squalls.
May you witness a storm so peace can be with you!!
This guy has harassed my twitter and email foolishly accusing me of being racist saying that im a liar and all kinds of stupid shit. I forget the original question he even asked me that started him up with the fuckery. I would love to just post the emails but it seems he erased them somehow bcuz now I cant find them anywhere in my emails. (weird)
Anyway, he was questioning how or why do I fuck white guys on cam if i dont prefer white guys in my personal life.. and i replied becuz work is work and its JUST sex. It dosent matter if i personally like the guy or not.. its a job. Everything I said was taken out of context to the extreme. Lol.. for example: I said "white guys cant handle me".. in this I meant in a real relationship, not sex. Then he boasted back, "how can u say whiteboys cant handle you but ull fuck them on cam" and he also took my statement as meaning that I was turned off by white men, so how could I sleep with them if this was true..
Ummmm HELLO!! I never said that I was turned off by any race, bcuz im not. In fact i have found myself sexually attracted to almost all races, shapes and sizes (and sexes :). But i have not DATED a lot of white guys. In fact ive dated only a 1 or 2 white guys, 1 spanish guy and all the other guys ive dated (for the last 9 years) have been black. So I dont think I can be called a liar OR racist on any level by saying that i love black guys. (i find myself attracted to them most and where im from its not out of the ordinary). And again, this does NOT mean that i am disgusted OR turned off by white guys or any other race for that matter.
And so when it comes to shooting porn, be my talent black, white, spanish, asian or whatever.. Yes, it is just sex!! I know how to distinguish the difference between sex and making love with someone I am with or have feelings for and sex with someone for work purposes. Trust me.. BIG difference!!
And by this he says to me that I am just a hoe then bcuz it is just sex and that is what a hoe would say.. LMMFAO.. as if any pornstar really wants "to be with" or is in love with the male talent they shoot with. (unless it happens to really be their boyfriend or husband). Although there is sometimes great chemistry between 2 talents that have no type of personal life together, it is far from being in love with them. And is this case, i said, it is JUST sex.
I think my point is more than valid so I can only hope that he will leave me alone!! I hope that he can and will stop taking porn so personal or if he cant.. ATLEAST find something else to be a "FANater" of!! Cuz the things he has said to me are more than hurtful and could really cause pain to a woman with a weak heart, which I am not. But I can only imagine all the other girls in porn he has harassed and said such horrible things to. SMH.
So again, to @hewentthere (i knw ur reading this).. This statement is dedicated to you!!
It takes a real storm in the average person's life to make him realize how much worrying he has done over the squalls.
May you witness a storm so peace can be with you!!
hey! just keep doing what you're doing and ignoe the A holes.
ReplyDeleteBelieve it or not, you're a role model for lots of girls - young and old - that have been wanting to experience some of the other things in life, but have been affraid and intimidated by the racist hangups of others.
You're young, sexy, smart and successful, so I guess that comes with its share of haters!
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